Move Towards What I'm Afraid The Most

Well, it's been ages since my last post *cleans up the cobweb*. No reasons required. I was sooo frikkin lazy all this time. I enjoyed my time being a silent reader. I have nothing to write. No. Actually, I wish my laptop could type what's on my mind without saying it lol.

Idk, at first I planned to write my post(s) in English. But then I felt so discouraged. I hae no confidence to write in English. I've read many articles of my friends that written in English and their English was marvelous! Reminds me of the time I took my IELTS test last year, I've got lowest mark on writing test, 4.0. Gee! And the highest mark was on speaking and listening tests, 8.0.

I never took an English course before. I just learn it from movies, songs, books, and brochure xD. Maybe it could be one of reasons why I feel like having inferiority complex. I'm afraid of using bad grammar when writing. Idk, I feel when I'm speaking the grammar just flows smoothly through my mouth. But when it comes to writing, like this post, it sure take ages just to choose the right words, check the spelling, and correct the grammar (though I'm not quite sure what I wrote is correct).

Yep, I know there's no excuse for it. As nowadays many free podcast and tutorials how to write in English well. Okay okay, I was so damn lazy! But since I've read many of Indonesian blogger write their posts in English, it keeps motivating me to start to writing, writing, and writing in English. I even couldn't sleep for these past three days figuring it out. I have to write something, or even anything, that can be understood by people around the world. It's cool if we can communicate and understand others who come from different countries and have different languages with English. English unites us! xD

Well, what I'm trying to say is, I need you to correct my article if there's any typo or misspelled, and if the way I choose the words is way too rude, etc.I'd be very happy with mind wide opened to take on it. And I myself, will also do my best to learn writing in English well and develop my writing skill. I'll move towards what I used to be afraid of. Writing. In English. I prefer British English by the way :). I just need to be motivated, not more. Because you guys, whoever you are out there that writing articles in English, are totally inspiring and encourage me the most! Because in my opinion, you are awesome! Really.

I'm about to enroll to an English course soon. I've browsed the sites, have come to the offices and asked the officers directly, and have taken lotsa brochures home. But still considering which institute I should choose according to my financial circumstances :p. Any suggestion? :)

Cheers ^^