To be straight-forward, it'd like to tell you guys about the lessons I've got from life. Many things happened in few days, even in few seconds. Everyone's changing. Yeah, me too. As long as I breathe, I'll keep changing to be better and to achieve my goals and make my dreams come true someday.
It's silly for someone who expect others to stay the same. The change is something that just natural. People get involved by their own genetics, culture, and their circle. That components established someone's personality. So, if we want to be much better than before and live our live with passion and desire, change our community, change our play-mates! We just can't stay for the entire life, right? ;)
Many said that i was changed. I always am! I don't care. I won't listen to such negative statements they said. I'll keep trying to live my life with my best, desire, passion, and keep changing to be better than yesterday. I've changed this far for the sake of people I love. I'm starting to act like what women should do as my faith said. I live with the Quran and Sunnah guidance for all human being. So, i made big decisions that day. One of them is I ended the haraam relationship with someone. I believe I'm awesome now because I life with the right path and strong aqeedah.
Until today, many fitnas comes around myself. That's just great. I feel so happy about that. It means God answer my duas! He accepted my taubatannasuha and my promises to follow His guidance! I just have to pass them and then I'll get His rewards. Not a big deal. Well, the things is, the one I ended the relationship with still can't accept the fact. That person, I could labelled with COWARD act like sh*t. True coward! And now, that person become one of my fitnas. That person act like little kids and such babycrying. That person, I could say so damn immature! That person thought that everyone should stay the same, follow the plans staticly, and act like what that person expected.
I should say for you, who ruined my life; "you just a piece of my goddamned past and won't be my future anymore. I'm sick of being around with you. I feel sorry for your stable-self-personality so you can't accept people who changed rapidly. Whatever you say to others about me, just BRING IT ON!! The more you insult and humiliate me, the more I believe God love me very much, and the more I feel sorry for your stupidity."
People will keep changing as long as they breathe, make friends, and socialize with others. Human being is not a robot with static behaviour. Human being is a random creature with dynamic behaviour and have an Ideology that keep him alive and make decisions for his view of life and way of life.
love,
@listysoesilo
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